Quick update before I get into this blog post: My surgery is in 2 days. I'm a little nervous but I imagine most of my nervousness will appear when I get to the hospital. I wonder what time my surgery will be. They'll give me a call tomorrow to let me know the exact time. So I'll probably get to the hospital early in case they start the surgery sooner or if they need me to fill out any paper work etc. Wish me luck!

So, today I wanted to talk about the weather we've had in Pennsylvania. Our winter was very cold and long and we had a lot of snow if I recall correctly. Then for about 2 weeks it rained and was very muggy and just all out crappy. Then for a few days it was nice and sunny and now it's already blazing hot. I live in the attic of my house so when it comes to the temperature outside and my personal comfort indoors, there's a lot of conflict. Because it's the attic if it's winter, it's freezing. In the summer, it's a sauna. The only way to counteract the forces of nature are air conditioners and/or space heaters. So in one weeks time I go from cuddling up in hoodies and sweatpants to stripping down to tank tops and shorts. Pennsylvania, what happened to spring? It's like we went from winters cannon and got shot into August' butthole. I really hope the next few weeks stay nice and sunny but can the temperature turn down a bit. I want it to be a nice breezy chilly kind of weather. Warm enough to wear shorts or a light jacket but not enough to break out in a sweat as soon as you step outside.

Perhaps I'm overreacting. I am very sensitive to temperature. I despise being hot. As soon as I am warm beyond comfortable I get really irritated, antsy and short with my patience/attitude etc... if I'm working on something important and I get the sensation of feeling hot it makes me want to throw what I'm working on, onto the floor and jump into a freezer. If I'm having a conversation with someone about something completely normal and I feel "hot" I'll get in a pissy mood and potentially take it out on the person even though I'm not irritated at them or what we're talking about etc... I just HATE feeling hot. If I feel hot, I can't think properly and I can't enjoy whatever I'm doing. I especially cannot sleep if I'm hot. My ritual in summer time is to have cold air blow on me and kick all my blankets off. If I end up getting cold, I'll put them back on but I'll keep my feet or one leg poked out to keep receiving the comforting cool breeze. Does anyone else feel this way?