So I'm sitting here and weird things have popped into my head that I just need to share with the world. Have you thought of these things. Or maybe you can answer some of them?

I don't do drugs and I've never taken a stronger dosage of anything that I was prescribed to so with that in mind, I've never overdosed. I have had alcohol to a point where I thought omg I'm going to throw up and I've thrown up but I've never blacked out or anything or had poisoning etc...
So what does this have to do with curiosity? Before you jump to conclusions I have no interest in overdosing and I don't suggest that you try it either but I've always wondered what it's like. When you slip into that realm that could be categorized close to sleeping but is much different I imagine, is it peaceful or painful? Typically if a person does a drug they experience an extreme high and if they overdose then they can slip into unconsciousness. So while they're unconscious are they experiencing that high in a different way, in a different realm. Do they have some sort of outer body religious experience? Do they come within reach of death and see the light of the tunnel. Do they have a conversation with God or a higher life form? I wonder what a person feels, experiences and learns from that event and if they return to consciousness and they're alive, what comes to their mind first? Do they realize what just happened and that they're alive and almost died? Do they wake up just like they had taken a nap and think nothing of it? Do they experience hallucinations, dizziness, and delirium until they snap to their senses? Does that state of being continue while being conscious? It's just something that you can't know or understand unless you experience it and even if you do experience it, how can you know how to explain it? What if you don't remember it? Or what if no words can explain it? I just think about how does that person feel when they open their eyes back up to find themselves alive with family members watching over them? Does it make them happy? Cuz maybe they did those drugs because they were lonely or chasing happiness or thought the high was amazing and waking up from their blackout made them realize that maybe they are loved and that they didn't need the drugs...or does it make them want to quit? Does it make them want to do the drugs even more? Maybe that unconsciousness was SO peaceful that they were ready and willing to accept death and wanted it to happen. Maybe they think about ODing on purpose to end their life because that peace is so much stronger than the high that dying is worth that final joy?

Another thing I think about is how some people have psychic abilities and supernatural gifts that we cannot explain. I mean when we think about that we think of the lady with the crystal ball forking up the cash from your wallet just so she can tell you some mumbo jumbo about a deceased family member and that you will get that promotion and love will strike paths with you - basically feeding your brain the placebo effect. But then you see these real psychics that aren't fabricating the made up stuff. They can tap into something that isn't a lie. Just like people who have the power to expel demons and perform exorcists or talk to the dead etc... I mean in church people say they can see angels and pastors can pray and their prayer allows God to heal them of their diseases and disabilities on the spot on tv and in person. People can see and interact with angels and demons and other things. I just wonder is this a gift that only certain people are born with or is there something you can do to acquire it or is it something that we all have but we would have to train ourselves to gain access to it while others just slide right into it like a nice t shirt. If people can have these religious experiences and supernatural experiences both good and bad....I just wonder what that would feel like. I think it would be a blessing and a curse but it would be a risk I would be willing to take. I mean if I could talk to angels or other beings and learn more about other worlds and realms and people and myself included...I think that I could embrace more of life's truths and wonders especially accepting the idea of dying. Being dead doesn't bother me, because in that void when you're sleeping, it's the same as being dead. That absence of everything you know, that absolute blank, is what I picture death or absence of perception to be. What scares me is what happens to me in the process of dying...will it be peaceful or excruciating...will I go to heaven or hell or is it all a distraction from another truth? Do we ascend into something else with consciousness or reincarnate? What truly happens to us after we disconnect from our physical bodies?